Miracles

I was still feeling a bit down but very much encouraged before i went to sleep,
and i was convincing myself that after hearing from shiya,
perhaps its really a good time to 'fight back' and after that let bygones be bygones,
and after doing what i want to do, i went to sleep with a much lighter heart.
I prayed quite reverently, and after asking god to let me see some 'hints' that i will be fortunate in the future, and i went to sleep.
And around 4am, i received an sms from this person. The person who triggered all these attacks.
I was actually very happy to receive his sms.
And especially at this hour, the only thing that i can think of is he is thinking of me even at this hour.
And moreover he just caught a movie,hes on his way home, and i didnt know what happened or something, he suddenly decided to sms me after 'i gave him the silent treatment' .
Even mentioned he wanted to look for me to collect this book that i got him at 9am-10am when he is only home at 4am.
Initially i felt sweet and happy, but i remembered that he has a gf, so i controlled myself very well,
and the only thing that remained in my thoughts was that god loves me so much that he answered my prayer immediately. He wanted to tell me that he can give me anything i want, and he can control everything around me, he is letting me know that everything can be possible, i just need to pray and believe , and let him do the amazing work.
Also, this thing is important to me because it involved a lot of pride, and I am glad that throughout this time, I never did take any initiative, its all god's protection..and even till the 'end' , he was the one who always took the initiative-i did not lose anything during the process of my spiritual growth.
I was so shocked by god's 'miracle' that i only fell asleep at 6am after playing taptap revenge for about 30 mins.
And I had a wonderful dream which i woke up feeling happy and contented.
Aalthough i still feel a little hurt, I know that this is not for nothing,
And i already have the best ending i could have at this stage as he is not meant for me,
and through him, i see these affirmations:
1.I can attract a guy which is my type
2.I don't have to do anything to make a guy like me because god have planned it for me already.
3.God loves me so much that he wants me to lose nothing even though he wants to train me.
4.GOD LOVES ME SO MUCH.
5.We have to be very close to god, cos any small mistake can really cause a lot of spiritual problems, and even for a long period of time.
6.Never forgo church for anything.
7.Church is the safest place to go to when feeling unhappy.
8.If it is meant to be, god will pave the way, and e verything will go well without doing anything.
9.I am already blessed.
10.When the spirit is correct, everything goes well.

:)
God loves us!
To even more glorious days.