Hi everyone.
I know my blog add is known by many now.
And i feel a little shy, but i know its good cos i might be blessing someone when he/she is reading this blog.
Its such a blessed sunday.
Although i was simply pissed when i was waiting for cab this morning.
Horrible weather, horrible sick feeling due to the antibiotics and I was so weak I almost fainted!
But i bought something to eat and took a bus to central, and then took a cab to church.
I was already feeling better.The cab uncle is very nice and kept warning me to look out when i get off the cab. Maybe i look very blur.
Upon reaching church, i borrowed MeiEr's 'paper' and was touched that god is speaking to me through the message again.
Anw,church ended and I was talking to Huizhen and a few people came to tell me that they have been reading my blog! I was very happy but a bit shy to hear that.
But you guys are welcome to read and comments would be deeply appreciated :)
After that shiya and me were talking, and I was updating her.
While i was talking to her, i felt like crying as i realized that all this while,
god really never left me, and he really wanted the best for me.
And i am very grateful he gave me friends whom i love in church, its really different from the old church i went to and it means a lot to me.
She talked to me a lot and mentioned why they thought its a very good thing to spread my blog around which became my intention now.
I will mention my every thought and feeling here that is from god, and of course i will also mention those that are frm S.
So those of you guys who actually feel like me will know that firstly, you are not alone, and secondly, how to overcome these problems.
Maybe i will really become a S expert in the future.
S-he have already picked the wrong person(me) to trifle with.
Anyway, I will constantly improve myself.
Not in worldy ways but of course in god ways.
From now on i'll listen to his words and the rest is not impt anymore.
I believe he won't make me lonely for long.
I will pray about this,
and you guys who are reading, pray for me too ok?
In case you guys who don't know my prayer topics well enough, I will list it all down now.
1.To know satan better so i can defeat him.
2.To only want god,be happy in any circumstance knowing i have him is enough.
3.Realize that I already succeeded , because i have him.
4.Loneliness issues. Pray that i have things to keep me preoccupied, and to have many and more friends in christ instead of worldly friends.
5.To be stronger, can fight against s with help of god of course
6.My other interpersonal relationships which affect my rs with god.
I really believe happiness is on its way.
To everlasting blissful days.
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Hi Jingwen :) I have been reading your posts and often I do not leave comments unless I can grab you right there - ie right after you post ur sharing. :)
ReplyDeleteYou know, whenever I read your blog, I keep being reminded of sophia and how she was always praying for you, talking about you and "scolding" you for always letting Satan torture you and refusing to come church. [that's before you joined us :) ] Of course they were all bygones now! :) Today, all that I heard was JINGWEN trying hard to overcome ALL Satan's temptationS and everyday you're learning new strategies to fight them off - that's through God's words and meetings with people in church :)
Gal, jia you. Don't give up. As the attacks by satan is getting stronger, it also means that the end of the struggle is darn near :)God is always faithful, He always ends all the struggles in the most unexpected way and in the mostly timely manner :)Only if you keep holding onto His promises :)
keep writing :) you will only get better. one month later when you read back all these blog posts, you'll be amazed how much you've grown :) That works for me, hope it works for you too :)
Love,
Huizhen
yes, jingwen, for you, the best way to rid urself of all negativity is to write blogs in Promise-driven angle...& somemore, when u know blessed pple are reading ur blogs, u will be even more compelled to write from God's perspective :)
ReplyDeleteYou are fighting a gd battle, dun let S discouraged u again!
Dear sis,
ReplyDeleteI'm amazed at your growth, especially in prayers. You are different and God desires to use you specifically. That is why Satan wants to sift you. All of the seven Christ's Spirits are already in you - you just need to confirm them out :)
I have some comments (it will slow down typing though..)
1) Use "God" instead of "god", use "He" "Him" "His" instead of he him his when referencing to your Beloved.
2) If you wish, you can call Satan "it". (haha.. but frankly speaking, he has a personality less than humans, but more than animals.)
S = Ass = Asshole.
ReplyDeleteHahahahah!
Okay I'm in a childish mood now.
But as WG said above, it's clearer to use God instead of god and He instead of he. Just makes it clearer...how hard can it be to push a "shift" button, right? Tee hee.
Yay! Finally your specific prayer topics. I'm gonna add them to my prayer list now! :-)
Hey guys thanks for commenting..I tried to log in to comment, but can't! internet got prob after i blog. Anw, Huizhen, i know that my problems are going to receive a breakthrough very soon..Cos i know baptism is near! And the reason why my probs are here cos of S.He just wants to ruin my rs with god! So I will have more things to update you as the date is drawing near..I wont be weak :) ..Oh and yes i do admit i've became different already ever since soap left! she must be sobbing when shes reading my posts hahaha.We can talk when we see eachother on sunday :)Hope my blog brings you blessings..
ReplyDeleteHuijun-I have 3 prayers daily now, Morn, afternoon, and night. It protects me a lot. I tried my timely praying after smsing you and i feel much better. Everytime i feel down id just pray. :) Should have thought about it a long time ago hahaha! Will have more 'evidences' to blog soon! see you on friday..thank you for being there sis..
Wengang- Thank you bro for commenting.. :) what are the 7 spirits you referring to? Yup i know satan wants to attack me because I'm becoming closer to god.. But its hard to fight him sometimes cos he knows me so well..but its ok cos my prayers have been helping me..=)
Btw, 'he' and 'it' is the same, cos he is no longer my beloved..=) And he is def frm satan! haha.
soap-GOOd pls pray for me! I think u guys have been praying for me and it works! But gotta keep me in constant prayer ok! hahaha. what are your prayer topics? I will pray for u too..
I love you guys and your comments made me happy..