Birthday

about 1 hr to end of work!
Today I'm very busy. Yesterday, I was very free.
I felt upset again and sms Hj.
Instead of calling, it have turned into SMS.
one sms can make me feel better.
After that, the whole day(2/3/10) went well.
Around 1pm, there were a lot of customers, and We kept selling things.
Then around 230pm, I went for lunch with my colleague.
After that went out with my cousin and her friend, had sushi.
While we were eating Sushi, i was telling Her friend about My neurotic friend, who is painfully sensitive .
And after that conversation, I realize that i can no longer help this friend alone, I can only pray for this friend.
I'm so sian to talk about this friend. Those who wanna know, come ask me!
I think most of you know already...
Then during the meetup, i saw the blessings and grace that god gave me,
It might be a slow process but its definately an ongoing process.
And its steady.
I felt that I shouldnt be so obsessed with my problems anymore,
time for some liberation.
And after that i went home and played with the four legged creature.
Although I was soooo lerthargic yesterday,
I felt peaceful, and i wanted to smile back at god for praying more for the people that i care about.
And I would hope to see their lives improve.
Then i'd feel even more confident about mine, as certain areas its not fulfilled.
Oh and yes, these few days, why i call it blessed is because I actually have a lot of birthday meetups , dont care whether is me who ask or they who ask.
This sat-caiyun
Mon-Maybe serene
Tue-Cousin and co.
Thur-Candice and co.
Sat-Ade and co.
And I havent arranged with SY and HJ :)
Family one also havent arrange.
And Sunday afternoon meeting Simin, not for birthday but she wants to see my dog. She knows Eddie tan, duno whether should spoil his reputation?? HEHEHE.
And so on.
On tuesday, my actual day, I wonder if i should take a day off and sleep den go out at night.
But i doubt so. :(
Oh and another thing, today morning I quarrelled with my mum and before that i just prayed that God would bless my mum's car as i think there are some evil entities in the car that cause my mum and me to keep arguing. But during the argument, God told me this :-"If you continue to argue with your mum and keep taking everything she says so badly, one day you'll regret. Arguing with her would only make things worse. You'll be falling into Satan's trap." And upon realizing that Satan actually has so much hold over me, even on my family members, i felt even more determined and angry. Hence i shut up, and just said things to calm her down. surprisingly, after this realization, I felt nothing when she continued scolding me, and I felt that one day there'd come to this point when she'd talk nicely to me when she realize that I am no longer affected. Or rather SATAN will realize i am no longer affected and this problem will cease to exist.
This is the beginning of the end of the quarrells with my mum.
Tomorrow morning is another battle.
Pray for me!
And things really do feel different when you're busy.
But i know its a temporary solution.
So again, we just have to keep praying, and keep doing what we supposed to do.
:)
To a Great life ahead.